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2006-08-16T12:51:00.000+08:00

hmm im juz testing oyt if this works so can u help me out...?? anyone?? help....

2005-03-14T13:49:00.000+08:00

hmm....nari boring sey...plan nak kelua dgn irah then at last dia buih...diam jek...da la aku amik off...buang masa sey....hmmph..geram binggit pun ada...haiz...pat umah lak nothing to do.....ingat nak p bishan amik cert then takde kwn lak nak teman...macma siak kan....haiz...soooo lonely....anyway i need advice ah galz...hmm should i cont with my studies in ite higher nitec or take provate o or should i take a private course?? can someone tell me plz...

2005-03-12T12:36:00.000+08:00

Dah lama aku tak masuk net...lotz have happen to me...kehidupan aku semangkin hari semangkin membinggit kan....my probs keep on comming and not goin...tapi aku terpaksa kuat kan semangat utk dapat kan ape yg aku impi kan..as i know nie semua ada hikmat di sebalik nye...anyway cerita terbaru aku...tat time on thursday, was suppose to be my graduation day...i was soo ghirah nak pegi samapi abai kan kesihatan aku...ingat kan wonder women sekali on tuesday aku jatuh sakit...tapi sebab nak kumpul duit nak masuk lamar si "matair aku" (motor la..) hehe aku cont keje jek...on wednesday semangkin terok demam aku...sampai da naik pat kepala tapi taku cont keje...pat hari thursday terus boom..! aku tak leh angun dari katil...damn terpaksa aku cancel kan meeting aku with bdk2 cadz...haiz...da semangat2 beli baju...at last tak jadi...hmmm...now i reli hope yg tiz thurs lak akan menjadi...hope its not cancel k galz?? anyway few things have happen to me also...things have turn out reli ugly between me and my sis...wow..its soo sickening...the way her thinking works is sooo...childish...be metured la dey..haiyo...tergamak ko buat mak mengalirkan air mata...after tat day jek terus aku takde nak bagi muka or give in lagik...aku tak akan lepas kan sesiapa yg buat mak aku nangis let go tat easy...she got to taste the reliality....haiz...semoga allah tunjuk kan dia jalan yg benar amin..hehe haiz...sejak dua menjak nie wahduh aku selalu di sakit kan hati oleh semua org di sekeliling aku...napa ya? and guyz expecially...idiots...suke nah sakit kan hati aku...nanti aku revenge kang hehe..k aku da start mapek sebelum aku blah...de surprse ikit...hehe MUUUAAAXXKKKSS!!! pat semua yg baca bende merepek yg aku type nie samapi abis...hehehe

2005-02-17T20:43:00.000+08:00

KepadA kwn2 ku....I MISS U GUYZ SOOO MUCH...wow asyik keje jek kumpul duit nak kawin...hehehe jeng3 aku da nak kawin tau....nanti aku jemput korang k?? jgn segan2 la dtg tau...and jgn lupe bwk kan aku lelaki yg nak nikah dgn aku hehehe....kuang3 tak la main2 jek sape la nak dgn aku..hehehe ya la miss my lifestyle sooo much lagik2 time malam2 masuk msn haiz...miss those times...miss my siztaz cadburiez, miz my sec frenz, miss semua la....haiz...hehe anyway oh ya skrg nie aku tgh bersusah payah save duit bukan nak kawin tapi nak amik lesen yippee....hehe bab takde org nak sponsor so terpaksa la korban tido and korban aku punye enjoyment times hehe....anyway ya skrg nie aku da rapat dgn chan nurul...wow....hehe dulu punye la tak ngam dgn dia tapi now da rapat...and mungkin kah dia nie bakal ganti tipah aku? entah ehk...tapi yg aku tau i spend my vanlentines day with her and belive it or not it's a great day walaupun de lelaki macam sial ah hmmph neva mind...hehe anyway chan kalau ko baca nie JGN NAK HANCUR KAN HATI AKU LAGIK MACAM APE TIPAH BUAT KALAU TAK AKU TEMPELENG MUKA KO...hehe k la guyz take care always k?? muacks muacks muacks...!!!!

2005-01-27T19:08:00.000+08:00

KeHidUpAn Aku PeNuh PanCa HaLoBa...

Hai semua kwn2 ku yg aku syg sekali...mizz u guyz sey lagi2 bile da tak le masuk msn lagik...:'( abg aku da tak subsribe net and aku tak le akai comp my sis larang..haiz..hidup susah mati pun susah...anyway meh aku update kan korang pasal kisah hidup aku sejak semenjak nie k? 2 days ago aku start keje pat warehouse buat kotak...and ya the one aku gi interview yg aku cite tat time and i got it...thanks syam nie mesti ko doa kan, kan? hehe aku dapat and the pay is 5 bucks per hour keje ok la takde la penat sgt but ok ah keje mane tak penat kan... well aku buat over time all the way ah nari da masuk 3 hari aku keje hehe...cume nari aku cabot keje cepat tak p OT penat la...and aku p cycber cafe nak update nie bende hehe oh ya tat time perang dgn akak aku lagik...haiz tak tau ape angin ah bdk tu but thiz time she really hurt me alot...im like sooo meaningless to her...she find fault dgn aku and as usual aku da give up with her so aku kate akak apesal org balik pun nak bising...org tak buat ape kan tu pun nak carik pasal and her answer was...memang aku tak suke tgk muka ko...and blah3 wow it strike me tat she dun want me to be at home...tapi bile aku alik lambat dia lak bising kate aku buat umah macam hotel then bile aku alik keje dia lak nak carik pasal ape sey....haiz....tak paham ah deknie....and pasal jantan aku da give up la...kalau 1 jelma semua dtg tapi kalau 1 hilang semua ilang...bile aku nak jumpe putera pujaan hati ku pun tak tau...anyway tu bukan big issue ah....another thing is aku ngah fikiran pasal skool....fuh ah yg nie VERY BIG issue...hehe aku tak nak stick ti nitec cert i wanna gop higher tapi problem dia is aku tak tau amcam ane and whether aku leh dpt naik ke tak...argh...and lagi satu si pompan tu...( tak bis2 eh) hehe well actually hati aku perna berniat nak merapat kan balik silaturahim yg da hampir putus tapi tgk ah dia tak msg aku tak cal aku....ape yg aku buat pat dia kan? aku tak buat pape at her....hmmm nak msg dia teringat kan dia kate pasal yg i have to right to interfere in her personal life...ape maksud dia?? aku nie setakat seorang kwn biasa?? bukan teman baik dia?? haiz...ape nak jadi dgn aku...banyak sgt la problem....hmm tak tau nak update ape lagik...nanti bile kau free aku try updte la pat cyber cafe for the mean time aku p tulis dalam notebook dulu k?? hehehe see ya guyz i really misz u all....pape buzz aku pada sesiapa yg tau no aku k? muacks....!!!

2005-01-21T20:58:00.000+08:00

SeLamat Hari Raye SeMua!!
Assalamualaikum semua...wah da lama aku tak blog eh sorry ah guyz been busy lately.. k nari aku takde cite actually....hmm ape yg berlaku pat aku ehk....well lately stess ah pat umah da macam bukan umah sey selalu kena lecture dgn si kepo tu...argh nak maki pun tak gune takde word yg sesuai utk dia....oh ya pass few days been like shit to me....argh cant continue ah like fuck...!!!!

TiGeR CuP WiNneRz!!

2005-01-17T18:27:00.000+08:00

HaPpy BiRtHdAy To YoU!

HaPpy BirThDay To You!

HaPpy BirThDay To RoYhaNn AnAk SALLEH!!

HaPpy BirThDay To You!

HaPpy BirThDay To AniSah & AkMaL!

HaPpy BirThDay To You!

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Wow in 1 Day Jek ada 3 org yg aku kenal punye birthday tak ke gerek tu?? anyway si ANAK SALLEH tu is my pal back in secondary skool..dia nie kekek ah org nye...wah suke nah bully aku...tapi kaki gerek dok...leh ajak berbual nye member...and best thing is tat we have something in commen tat is....MOTOR!! ahakz..ya dia nie pun minat motor babe and he is enrolling todae, all the besh ya pal? hehe and yang lagi 2 bdk tu is my adik sedara...the boy is 13 tiz year and the gal is juz 8 hehe cute nie 2 sedara aku syg...hmm si akmal nie wah da start nak jadi abg2..yelah anak sulung kate kan...da start showing interest in bikes too..hehe nie semua aku la punca nye...hehe and the gal..mentel semacam...ok tu bukan aku yg ajar ehk..dia sorang pompan dalam adik beradik wat u expect?? hmm anyway YAHOO...!! semalam SINGAPORE menang tiger cup babe....fuh aku punye la happy semua org yg msg aku "cium" ahakz...very the fun...the feeling was sooo great....hehe entah eh maybe bab dari kecik memang aku cinta kan soccer i mean soccer is my 2nd lover...1st lover ehem...takkan la tak tau..ape lagi moto la hehe... anyway syg sey aku tak dpt tickets kalau tak siang2 aku da p stadium...hmmph tapi takpe ah pat umah pun jadi..hehe aku concuer bilik...sorang2 bukak tv volume kuat gile then bile goal jek....GOAL!!! aku pekik macam org gile...lak tu pekik luar tingkap ahakz...satu blk dengar hehehe haiz...memorable tapi lain kali kalau de match ape2 aku MEsti turun stadium punye hehe..hmm and ya aku tido ambat ikit semalam nak ucapkan si budak gile keturunan MOSBIT tu then tak leh tido...oh ya nowadays kakak aku wah da macam mak nenek sak...hmm takpe lain kali aku cite pasal si mak nenek tu...menyampah aku...k la nak solat nie pape beep byez...

2005-01-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

CeY Aku SesAt Dah....( 14.01.05 9.30pm)

Nak Tau Cite hot tak? hehe aku sesat dah tadi....k here's my story hehe tadi pagi aku dapat cal dari apek nie ah bab tat time aku msg hp dia mintak keje( got his no dari newspaper..) bab dia kate dia carik org so aku try la msg...then nie case aku msg 1 day ago la...sekali tadi pagi time aku tgh nak tido alik after dapat cal dari kwn aku...around 9am ah de no unknown cal..si bodoh nie ingat kan kwn aku ah...dgn suara macam ella rock gile...aku bagi salam..."assalamualaikum..!" hehe then org the other line diam aku kate la..." tak tau jawab pe..da cal org then diam..." (imagine ah tgh kuyu2 syiok2 tido org kacau...) sekali kelua suara apek hehe...but apek gerek punye...dia kate la aku tat time msg dia aku da buddy hehe ingat tailong mane entah then dia kate suro aku dtg keje....nak tau keje ape?? factory dah...hehe diah minah factory? tak dapat....hehe tapi takpe rezeki halal...and besh pasal keje nie...dia kate can go home anytime u like hehe...besh kan? tapi tak besh is takde cpf ah...hmmph then dia suro aku pegi interview so si bdk pandai nie hehe pegi ah....then mintak address semua la...aku ikot la...sekali bile sampai stop yg dia bilang aku lost....serious punye lost sak....kiri kanan aku factory...da jadi macam org gile pat sane...imagine ah aku muka lost...da takot sorang2 aku p la cal bapak aku...ingat kan wah leh ajak bual la...sekali kena marah haha....at last dapat tau tempat dia kena jalan dalam so aku pun jalan la...sorang2 hehe...masuk sane carik si MR Chan nie..dia lak takde dalam office hmmph...then a lady ask me masuk dalam bilik nie...bilik siap dgn tv set la karaoke la...aku ape lagi sa sorang pat dalam...start ah tangan aku gatal p inspect tu tempat hehe....then da 10mins pass si tua tu lum ampai2 so aku dok la...tgk dalam beg de buku...lak tu buku seram2000 hehe aku pinjam pat library...hehe step berani aku baca ah...halfway tgh baca pasal cite pontianak de bunyi ah macam bende jatuh aku ape lagik terkejut ah...hehe eee spooky sak...hehe then aku continue baca..ahakz...k part nie gerek ehehehe....aku ngah baca part si pontianak nie kacau tiz guy ah..dalam lift and stuff ah...aku pun tgh kusyuk baca sekali hp aku bunyik...ambik ko obat lak tu hp aku letak vol 5 hehe mono tone katekan...heheh erus ter pekik sak...hehe paisey sak...tgk lcd rupe nye ex aku cal...da dia teman kan aku hehe...then si tua tu dtg ah...and he tell me tat i came lambat ikit and a gal aru alik so i have to be in the waiting list part nie aku tak pasal ah bab keje factory tak dapat pun takpe..hehe but seriously keje dia ok ah tgk macam relek jek...hmm....abg aku aru cal nak suro aku amik PDA dia yg hilang dari a guy cal kelvin..hehe nape la cine kalau melayu kan besh leh aku mengatal jap...hehehe muka aku nak mengatal..hehe tak dapat.....!! hehe k la guyz thanks for reading see ya again for another stupid day tat i had.....muacks....

2005-01-13T13:07:00.000+08:00

Wow...WaT The HeLl HaPpeN tO Us??

Hmm...Been thinking about my frenz lately...especially IRAH and IFAh...wow...tiz 2 pals of mine.....wanna know a secret...deep in my heart even though i curse and spell ifah...i still care and love her....a love tat a sister has towards a sister is too deep for me to forget her...how i wish all thiz did not end tat easy....haiz...i miss the times when we lepak together..went swimming together...got into stupid fights...bully people...disturb guyz...eat stuff at the playground...train our dk...me being the juara and karot and they became the awok...wow...all tat i still cherish...all the fun times we had...but then came and isiot moron who came and snatch all these ways from me....is it fair????? wat the fuck...wish he was gone...hmmph...regreted allowing tipah to get to know him...i should have known better..he's juz not the guy for him...when are u gonna realise tat???? wake up la gal...damn fucker....if my best fren were to be pregnant or anything...i won't let u go...juz u watch out...im soooo annoyed by him...and tat stupid gal...can't she realise tat i know her for like 5 yrs and him for nearly 2 years and she pick him over the frenship??? asshole rite??? haiz... would i get the opportunity to be with my best frenz back??? its not tat i dun have frenz...i do..and in fact i have lots and lots of good fren...like dila, syam, nafsia, aida, siti and the list goes on....but its juz not the same with irah and ifah...its juz tat maybe i spend too much of my time with ifah and irah...no one can replace them...argh...how could ifah do tiz to me? im really sory if i had scolded or pissed u or talk bad about u....i may have told other tat u are a bitach and in fact yes U ARE A BITCh...but tat "ifah" bitch tat im refering is not the same sharifah i know...i LOve and CAre for u...if not i would juz easily forget u...but i cant...it is true tat i am closer to u then irah..but y must u ignore me when i did not get involve in ur qurrelz? y must u guyz make me suffer to the extend??? y?? wat wrong have i done to u guyz??? y cants u juz give in and juz forget about all these?? i have always been the middle one and now wat?? both of u are goin to juz forget each other and let me suffer all by myself?? i really miss u guyz...i really do....plz let my wish come true....and its to spend time juz like last time...only the 3 of us...we have soo much plans together y must juz 1 guyz vanish all our dreams....and because of him i dun trust guyz as i dun want my other pals to be feeling wat im feeling rite now....i love u tipah...i love u irah...plz let my wish come true...and please unite....my only wish for us....

Ps: FUCK U PIPIT....I REALLY HOPE U WOULD JUZ BE GONE AND NEVA ENTERED IFAH'S LIFE...U CAUSE ALL THIZ STIR UP...I WONT FORGIVE U...

2005-01-08T01:28:00.000+08:00

My Day todae...hmm..

Wow...wat a day i had today...tadi pagi in the wee hours around 1am aku berbual with a fren of mine..hehe kekek sey..its been a long time since aku ketawe kekek2 gitu with someone..the last was way back bile aku masih dgn ifah...haiz..hmm anyway bdk nie fun la cume dia tak suke bdk normal tech and ite galz...pelik kan? aku kan bdk nt and ite? hehe anyway gerek punye kaki ah nie mat leh ajak bual very fun..hehe tak terkate sak...oh ya pass tu around 5am lak kite put down anyway a fren of mine...name asrul eh...wah irritating sak keep on calling him to come down to lepak bawah blk...wat de de....hehe anyway dia nie pun satu dia punye 5 mins sampai 5 pagi sak...but ut was fun talking to him....( if u are reading tiz thanks ehk buat me tawe macam tu sekali hehe) lepas tu aku lek2 pat tilam then solat subuh...hmm naru mate aku nie nak tutup hehe wake up arond 11.30am then cuci kain and stuff (biasa ah kate gadis idaman lelaki hehe) oh ya then after tat si chan belo pembuih cal aku....ajak kelua then kelua la aku dgn labu2 nye hehe kite p bugis beli selua aku eheheh mampos nak try da satu hal...then carik color lagi...size lagi...wah at last aku beli 2 pants hehe budjet jek cost me less then $20.00 hehe murah ek? pass tu lepak at depan paco where the fountain is...tgk air pancut...sesunggugnye aku nie nature gal suke tgk waters hehe...da mendak sgt aku ajak la si dugong tu g toilet at last end up pat arcade main game...wah main daytona like no body busines...hehe buat card sekali tapi main nye 6 kali hehe then aku main tembak and skateboarding hehe fuh fun gile at last tgk watch da 10.00 ahakz...alamak terlambat ah confirm nanti makcik2 pat uma bising....aku ape lagi lincah gile masuk toilet gi buat juice jap then vroom...naik mrt...(biasa ah motor lum cukup umur...hehe) dalam mrt lak pat station outram tak salah jumpe jia lun hehe wah da pandai sekarang hehe with his gal and his fren...hehe all the best la pat dia...then time alik mendak sorang2 kan bab chan alight at lakeside....then tiba2 jeng3 penyelamat aku dtg...hehehe si amy nie cal aku....hehe aku ape lagi ambik kesempatan la suro dia bual dgn aku ampai aku alik...wah he really is my life saver hehe...faham2 je ah tempat aku tu gelap...sejak jumpe si flaher tak senonoh tu buddy ikit jalan sane hehe...actually amy nie nak kelua tapi aku nye pasal dia bual with me ampai aku rach home...sweet kan?? hehe thanks again to u la k? syg awak...hehe and now here i am blogging...actually nari nye story tak besh sgt la tapi better than nothing kan? hehe k nanti de kesempatan yg lain aku blog lagik...btw tadi msn dgn zuhairi classmate aku....si bdk "baik" tu tak sangka lak dia kelua malam ehk...i was soooo shock sey....hehe k la semua wassalam..... *missing all my frenz expecially my css sis and bros, the cadburiez..and ma besh fren irah and the stupid idot who pick the guy instead of me tipah..hmmph hehe

2005-01-06T16:15:00.000+08:00

GreAt My BloG Is Sooo GreAt...(BetTa tHan The One i MAde...)

Ahakz...walla...im back...been a few months since i updated my blog...well coz da putus harapan ah bab blog tak lawa...kire majok ah...and the resucers came....there came Syam And Rul..penyelamat abis...they "renovated" my site untill it become soo nice...fav color aku lagik...thanks eh sis....banyak ko tolong aku....oh ya tak lupe jugak si kuyu tu...hehe opps i mean bro tu...thanks ko pun banyak tolong jugak....wow...bagus eh..dapat kawan nie macam...hehe...hmm ya last few days been a disaster for me....but things went well for me and my family...lagi2 akak aku....wah..now at least da leh bual ikit dari dulu asyik mengamok jek...now ok la bual pun gitu2 jek...and jeng3 miss my abg sooo much hmmph....or ya kekasih aku....my bike....hmm bile agaknye nak bertemu dan berasmara dgn kekasih pujaan hati ku.....hehe....abis ah akak aku da start dia nye membebel baru puji...argh stress.....hmm k see ya agaian besok bile aku blog lagik....juz blogging nak ucapan thansk to my bro and sis...muacks...!!!

alah...hilang mood ah...

2004-10-29T09:31:00.000+08:00

haiz...aru je alik skool tadi now ngah penay nak tunggu buke..haiz...oh ya hilang mood ah nak type blog lagik bab blog aku dah tak lawa..hmmph...lagi satu reason si dektu cal aku kite bual..tapi aku dah macam tak sehappy dulu kite dah takde pape nak bual...all after dia hilang kan diri argh...guyz all the same ah hmmph!! malas nak buat nie blog k la bye..

Im Back...! Sorry did not up date for a lond time..

2004-10-25T14:40:00.000+08:00

ALoHa...It's been a long time since i've updated my blog..sorry guyz..well nothing much happen to me tiz few days la...anyway had a great time today hehe at last i went out with ma fren now im sooo damn tired but got to finish up my OFP game project haiz...anyway i juz returned home from Geylang...wow packed with people man...banyak org dok...susah aku nak jalan, mangkin mlm mangkin banyak org..haiz..lagi2 anak2 abu nie semua ghairah agaknye nak pegi geylang..well wat can i say nie last year they can some ape...satu2 berkepit sini sane dgn pasangan masing2 as for me hehe aku pun berkepit tapi dgn kwn aku si Fadhila...got to know tiz gerl dari DK aku well ok la tiz gerl macam makcik2 but going out with her feels so good...nape? bab dia ajak aku gi surau solat ahakz...1st time tau solat pat luar hehe kekek aku...but its a great feeling macam dah terbukak gitu pintu hati nak jadi baik..hehe anyway time tadi nak makan alamak takde tempat nak buka at last kite minum air jek...sampai je umah aku ape lagi carik makanan ah tapi syg nye mak aku lak dah masuk kan laut pat ais bock hehe so takpe la tunggu saur jek...then jeng3 penyelamat dtg hehe bapak aku alik(dari masjid) bawak nasik aku ape lagi MAKAN la...ahakz...mangking montel aku nie ahazk... but ok la gerek la gi geylang...tiz is my last year sooo sad...selama nie tak perna gi dgn guy aku ehk...hmm maybe not the time yet ahakz...lepas dah renovate la agaknye hehe so putera2 aku pat luar tu cepat2 la isi form ye jadi leh gi GEYLANG....Yahoo...! ok la aku nak finish up my project see ya soon.....bRooM....! hehe

2004-10-19T17:00:00.000+08:00

AkU DeMaM....argh...;o(

todae aku demam panas tak dpt gi skool...pagi2 kejut mak bapak aku bangun then tido alik( aku tak leh puasa, allah bagi mc 7 hari hehe...) tekak aku perit gile....so tak selesa...argh...windu pat bdk2 hmm ape nak buat then tadi gi doctor...si doc bodo tu bagi aku satu ari mc jek? haiz....bagi la 1 week ke...ahakz..then pass tu teman mak, time nak alik aku letak plastic bag NTUC pat bawak jap then come tiz nyoya tua ah dia gi letak beg plastic dia sebelah aku then aku nak terambik plastic dia bab same plastic sekali dia stare aku alamak punye la hot dah la aku demam ape lagi kena maki ah ngah aku ahakz...agaknye shock ah tu nyoya...hehe nak step garang jek ngan aku hehe ambik kau ubat aku hehe...now pat umah pening semacam..actually aku takot ah dapat penyakit aku seram tau....takot pergi dulu....aku kerap demam....selalu pening....selalu sakit pinggang...tapi aku sembunyi kan penderitaan aku, tak nak org tau hates making people worried....hmm dah la diah jgn mapek....oh ya semalam hehe bset aku kelua dgn IRAh hehe kite gi shopping hehe bought a lot of stuff si irah beli kan kim baju couple...aku cemburu jek...bile gak nye aku leh beli baju couple...haiz...oh ya btw juz got to know...ex aku dah de gal patut ah dia lupe kan aku argh so hearbreaking but ape nak buat tu la lelaki....dulu kate lain now lain...haiz.......;o( tak tau nape aku sedih.....tapi im juz sad guess i've really got some cathing up to do..and move on with my life....

2004-10-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

hmmm....why im feeling tiz way?
nape eh aku nie macam emotional gituk? tadi irah called me well mizsed her a million...dia tanye aku nape aku mendiam kan diri...padahal aku dah msg aku tukar hp no..hmm at last dapat tau yg hp dia hilang and aku lak tak leh on hp line aku so kite sort of like misunderstood each other....im soo sorry irah i misjudge u....aku ingat kau macam tipah lupa kan kulit tapi kau ingat aku jugak...i found out dia nanges kenang kan kite...well irah aku pun nangis kenang kan persahabatan kite yg macam nie...feel so happy tat u called and missed u soo much...
hmmm....nape ek aku senang percaye pat org? kenape?? aku senang nah suke pat or tu tapi nanti at last aku yg kecewa sendiri padahal org tu tak rase pape pat aku?? nape nie? haiz....can i get this stupid shit out of my mind? its already 1.00 am argh nie semua mapek la...bile putra aku nak sampai heheheaku dah start mapek ah nie...argh.....to be continued....

2004-10-17T16:40:00.000+08:00

To ZahiRah:
Hey gal, i was so glad u called me up tiz morning....thought u had forgetten about me...been really down lately without u guyz around but manage to pull through with the help of my palz back in skool....loving them every minute but tat does not mean i forget bout u 2...as for about tipah...argh she's as good as gone...gone with her guy...into her own world...as for u....i really felt disapointed when u kept to urself....the last i heard from u was u had a camp on a holiday?? was tat true or was it juz a crap to ignore urself from going to kak yanti's wedding?? and coz of tat i did't go as i dun have frenz to go with...u guyz really made me cry every time i went to the esplande, we had so much fond memories tat i cant forget...u are special to me gal...u're my sis... look im not writing tiz and letting people hink tat im a lesbi or wat...im juz mentioning tat i will never forget the frenship tat grw between us...hope we had our happy times together again....hope u will never leave me like ur fren did...and plz leave all ur bad habits as u're gonna be someone wife soon....do make full use of ur life...as for me im left like a paper...following the waves where it'll lead me too...

AdiK Mu Diah...

2004-10-17T09:21:00.000+08:00

WoooHoo dah 2 ari tau posa...! hehe...
wah nari dah 2 ari aku buat amalan nie...tak maki tau whole day best kan? hehehe lagi berape min jek dah azan tidak kah nikmat tu name nye? heheh anyway nari very boring bangun tido jek dah de msg hehe best kan? hehe pass tu mandi pagi ku gosok gigi....hehe then ikot mak gi bank ambik duit hehe dapat jugak upah aku after tat gi pasar bla bla bla..palnning nak kelua ptg sekali lupe la aku ngah 2 ekor tu bukan rapat lagi...then kwn yg lain stay jauh sooo...haiz...so jawapan nye dok umah ye la...kuang3...padan dgn muka aku...hehe k nanti aku sambung nak tolong mak!! mak dah pekik heheh....! selamat berbuka!!

2004-10-16T15:57:00.000+08:00

Diah Did It Again....

ahakz....todae embarrasing gile....pat skool tahan nak maki....hehehe kekek ah cadburiez korang memang gile sikit2 je batal posa...hmm taid time gi pulau aku naik sala bus im suppose to get into bus A but i got into bus B ahakz...ended up malu sendiri ah....hehe gi pulau gerek pemandangan lawa gile...kalau leh gi sane aku gi sak kalau stress....kalau leh berenang lagi best hehe...anyway juz wanna say aku sala judge pasal dia ah shit...! he did wanna cal me tapi kakak dia kena ward semalam so cant cal me bab nak jage anak sedare dia ahakz...sorry eh boy aku sala anggapan pat kau tapi tetap aku tak berape suke perangai dia nowadays tak tau asal.....seeing wat i dun like to see in him....argh baru nak jatuh cinta ahakz......!!! gile ka...! hehe k aku rase aku ngantok bab tu merepek k la nak bobok nak bangun sahur lagik...ahakz...selamat berpuasa.....muacks!

2004-10-15T04:09:00.000+08:00

SeLamAt beRpUaSa!!!
Assalamualaikum semua....cammat berpuasa....!! fuh...betol punye dugaan ah nari....tak leh maki tau sikit2 cover mulot...tapi okie jugak la dapat diet ikit hehehe dah gemuk nie...nanati over gemuk dah tak cute ahakz....anyway now pat class ngah mendak masuk chat macam s*al boring hehe nanti nak gi pulau lagik..hehe btw semalam dia tak cal aku langsong...but ahhhh...gi jaha**m ah lelaki...argh BORING....oh ya tadi pagi saw ifah kwn aku punye guy dgn pompan mane entah...nak kate adik dia....macam lain entah ah...ingat nak bilang ifa but think balik nanti dia ingat aku nak break them apart so buat bodoh...anyway kpd semua yg kenal Aku SELAMAT BERPUASA!!! jgn tak posa tau macam bdk2 tu..tak malu....eeee.....raye nak posa nanak ape jek..k la peace out tak leh kutuk sgt nanti batal...

2004-10-14T17:48:00.000+08:00

LaSt DaY B4 PuAsA...AhAkZ...CounTdOwn!!!

Early In the Morning...

Hmm todae pagi2 lagi dah bangun solat subuh then tertido alik...and akibat nye....LAMBAT ah gi skool....lincah kadok mandi pun tak sempat..aku terbangon at 8.30 ahakz...ne nak sempat lesson at 9.15am so aku thought n ak cabut 1 lesson la semangat dah siap semua cme tinggal pakai kasut jek, then sekali mak kate nyai(nenek) nak kena gi hospita nak kena ward aku pe lagi aku volunteer ah nak anta hehe lagi pun mak aku mane la faham english...so there i go bukak baju, (sempat masuk net jap ahakz...) then bile sampai hospital very shock ah rupe2 nye 2 mak cik and kakak sedara aku anta ahakz...aku pat situ dah kekek sorang2 ahakz....at last alhamdullilah nenek aku tak masuk ward cume kena de appointment lagik...hehe (yippee)

AfterNooN...

hmm tak buat pape balik hospital mak ajak kelua gi geylang...haha at last dapat cincin yg aku minta2 dari dulu...(duit sendiri tau, my 1st cincin emas) then alik boring ah nie la aku pat umah tgh tunggu org ajak aku kelua...ingat nak kelua dgn seseorg tu tapi dia lak de hal argh boring( tak tahu asal aku mengharap kan dia padahal leh kelua dgn org lain ehk..maybe kelua dgn dia best tak? sekalu aku admire dia? ahakz.....auzubillah minzalik...ahakz...)... takde ke org nak ajak aku kelua nie??? mendak sak last day boleh jadi jahat nie..hehe haiz....k nak bual pasal semalam lak..hehe

SeMaLam..

Semalam ahakz gi skool lambat tu la gatal bual dgn jantan hehe miss him i guess...tu bab la sanggup masuk class lambat hmmph kalau abah bayar bill dah boleh talk as i go skool...tapi takpe hehe enjoy talking to him kalau leh tak nak letak tau...tapi dia pun de class so letak la..;o( hmm pat skool yani saw someone with someone...guyz really sucks ah pandai betul nak sakit kan hati pompan tapi bile nak pujuk bodoh tak tau nak pujuk...guyz ah nie...dumb assholez...hehe sorry no hard feelings..hehe anyway ape lagi happen pat skool hmm oh ya Dila told me something tat she did and i also ape lagi bukak cite ah hehe jahat tol nie dua kwn baik heheape lagi happen pat skool eh entah ah dah lupe...oh ya after skool ahakz..

After SkooL..(wednesday..)

Lepas skool si chan ajak aku kelua aku pe lagi kate kaki merayap...dia nak jumpe chat mate dia ahakz...de ke patut ajak aku? hehe hmm tapi ok la aku teman jugak...we suppose to meet at 6.00pm tau tapi kite dismiss at 4.15 so kite sempat merayap at yishun ah..(nak jumpe tu kumbang pat yishun...) btw sempat si chan tukar baju semua dah lawa2 nie tak sabar nak jumpe si jantanz nie...then b4 tat aku ajak dia lepak satu place ah kite bual2 all tat then at 6.00 aku msg si kurap nie dia kate dia dah sampai...so kite gi ah bile dah pat spot nak meet tat guy dia buat bodo je...darah sape yg tak up? aku cal 3 kali dia tak angkat, muka chan kecian sak...so aku msg si jantan tu ah "oi! kau nak meet ke tak??? aku cal kau kan asal tak angkat?? sial punye jantan kate nak meet! bodo!" and guess wat tat freak dare not reply ahakz...bodo takde bodek agaknye hmm geram nye si chan nie satu nak meet org tak de duit dia cume de 10 cent jek? pathetic kan? bih kate dia lapar alamak...aku kesian kan dia so aku beli la sweet potato dgn air bagi dia actually aku pun lapar eheheh at last ajak dia jalan2 at JP then alik ah...hmm part mlm.....

BiLe MaLaM MeNjELmA...hehe

Hmm aku alik dari JP je dah 8.00++ ah tak ingat then gedebak gedebuk...dah around 9.30pm...haiz...hp takde busniess standard ah tak banyak org tau no pre paid aku...lagi pun budget ah...so tunggu la org cal ke msg mcm org bodo argh....at last tgk tv ah...hmm sebenar nye aku menunggu "org tu" cal aku tapi dia tak cal2...ingat nak msg dia tai tak nak ah nanti dia kate aku desperate lak kan...so wait for him jek...tunggu punye tunggu dia tak cal jugak...at last tertido ah around 11.45 gituk...dissapointed sey...tapi aku sape la pat dia kan...aku sedar diri aku....haiz...maybe its been a long time aku dapat perhatian dari seseorg lelaki so aku macam excited ah hehe but alah takpe la maybe i should juz give up....move on...tapi tak tau nape i miss him tapi de la time2 tertentu dia kate about ex dia..and my gut feeling tell me dia syg kan ex dia...sape tak syg sey kalau dah 4-5 years together....hope he'll be happy....aku undur diri....

;o(

ps: yesterday police called me and my pending's gonna be over soon....cadburiez doa kan aku k?? hope everything is fine....

ThInK AbOuT TiZ....

2004-10-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

2004-10-13T04:37:00.000+08:00

PrOBleM PrObLeM.....HaIz....

hmmm.....so moody todae takde mood ah...now dalam class BSA, belum abis skool je dah rase gini boring...dilz tak dtg skool dia halfway dtg then alik with kim..haiz...oh ya niat aku tulis nie pun nak luah kan perasaan/ hati aku pasal problem2 aku...to those who dun understand malay juz get lost dun have to read this pathetic problem ok?? sorry ya... hmm semenjak dua menjak nie aku macam very the moody lagi after sunday tak tau asal...okie lets break it up into groups here are my problemz....

ProBleM 1: FaMiLy AkU...

My family...haiz....we've been like busy with our lives semua org busy abah keje, abg pat camp akak lak...argh no use la dia ikot mood jek kadang ok kadang tau nak ngamok je...mak pulak tak abis2 nak carik kesalahan aku pass tu membebel jek tak abis2...boring sak....kadang macam nak melarikan diri pat gua jek....argh stress....mak punye bebel jek boleh buat aku nangis sak....sooooo.....getting on my nerves....tapi yg pelik no matter wat aku mesti rindu dia kalau tak jumpe for a day....haiz....maybe i juz need some attention.....maybe even lots of them...u guyz have to understand im growing up u guyz cant treat me as if i dun know anything in ma life i do know how to look after myself it's juz tat at times i need to have FREEDOM....and im sorry about tat case tat i had done it was't intentional....seriously...if i were to be sentence halal kan makan minum diah.....

Problem 2: BeSt FrEn Aku TpaH & KeMbAng

Haiz....kawan baik aku yg 2 ekor tu...enta eh aku tak tau at times aku geram gile pat dorang at times marah but at times windu gile....i really miss them ah....dorang nie dulu iye2 kate nie kate tu tapi bile dah de guy lupe kan aku...bukan aku menghalang korang de guy tapi aku "adik" korang sak i've been there for u guyz and now u leave me?? ape korang gune kan aku cume untuk time susah je?? aku takde perasaan kape?? used to cry bcoz of them but now..wat the fuck....korang memang penting kan BODEK...may u guyz be happy with ur life....( diah move on...common gal...u are independant.... haiz....:o(

Probelm 3: GuYz...

Ape la nasib aku....every time i got to knwo a guy mesti ade lied tat happen.. must a guy lied to galz? is it compulsary??? haiz...sooo dissapointed...did't expect to be lied tiz lots of times....haiz....and sejak kawan2 aku tinggal kan aku becoz of guyz im begining to hate guyz sooo much...tapi tat feeling changed a few weeks ago...but it came back after i've been lied by a particular guy....haiz.....nampak nye there won't be any relationship untuk aku la....haiz....tapi kan......kadang to be frank aku memang windu belaian kasih seseorg bile nampak couple lain kelua same2 memang aku cemburu but not yg melebih ah samapi pat train nak peluk2 cium2 tu meluat ah....but kan...maybe kalau my family were to be sooo close to me i wont have tiz feeling...haiz....i really envy my frenz family.....how i wish i could juz change there behavior haiz.....

Problem 4: My Case....

Hmm biler la case nie nak tutup.....aku betol2 worried sey...wat will happen to me ehk?? galz home ke probation ke?? ape ehk....seram nye....tapi sala aku gak gatal sgt kan....padan muka...hmmph...tapi kalau si CIBAI cine tu tak report tak de pape sak....BABI punye sundal geram nyer......musnah future aku....becoz of her....ARGH!!!!

Haiz better stop here la...nanti aku mangkin emo lak...haiz...sedih gile sak fikir bout all tiz shit i've done...puasa pun dah nak menjelang....bile aku nak stop maki2 aku pun tak tau....tapi 1 tink im proud of is aku dah bukak tindik2 aku juz for bulan yg mulia nie..hehe hmm to cadburiez thanks for being there for me....if only i were to stay around east side maybe i'll be closer dgn korang....haiz....i really hope persahabatan kite kenal selama nye....to DiLz...thanks a million bab aku dah anggap kau macam kwn baik aku sejak aku kenal kau....we are close but aku tau kau de kwn baik kau tersendiri....hope u, juli and malina wo't end up like me....and i dun think u guyz would also....to SyAm love ya la sis u have been my inspiration nak jadi bdk baik....kau la yg menunjuk aku ke pangkal jalan yg baik hehehe alhamdullilah aku jumpe kwn mcm kau....Sharifah...hmmm sorry la kalau aku selalu usik kau kate kau slow la lambat catch la....BUT deep in ma heart u are a true fren to me.....always there when im lonely....to YaNi...hehe si cute/ kecik nie...selalu sebelah aku selalu buat lawak2 yg kekek...everything she does is like so funny nak tau rahsia??? bab dia ke kecik cute jek....she's one great fren i must say....fun to be with and lastly to SaIdaH...hmm nie bdk hehe kwn paling giile kalau tak makan ubat...sekarang je dia dah tepuk2 tangan dalam class....haha make me smile all the way tapi kalau mood dia dtg aku la yg paling jauh kan diri dari dia....bukan ape aku takot nanti kena muka stepping dia...seram tau...but dia nie gerek member been there when i need her...dia jugak yg paling pemurah hati.....nice and sweet saidah.....hmmmmm to think back nape aku macam touching nie huh?? maybe juz wanna tell u girlz how much i appreacite our frenship...hope we dun break up......and to those bitches/morons who wanna break us up...FUCK u guyz....hmmph....Im Loving every min with cadburiez....muacks.......*kalau aku pergi dulu jgn lupe aku okie??*

2004-10-12T12:04:00.000+08:00

A GreAt OuTinG On SunDay...bUt MonDaY BluEs on MondAy

Monday...hmm nari aku satu hari suntuk pat umah jadi bdk baik tak kelua...bab aku tak gi skool...hehe pat umah aku tak abiz2 surf net...hmm actually nak kelua then takde org nak teman so duk diam2 jek...mak tak abis2 bebel standard la dari mak aku...

SunDay...semalam yg gerek hehe sunday...aku kelua pagi2 buta dgn mak and akmal( adik sedare aku..) gi expo de pembukaan untuk festival ramadhan ke ape la aku tak tau..aku gi sane nak hapi kan mak aku je so aku leh kelua..hehe bile ampai sane tgk rancangan dia punye hapi..de Dikir Barat la( freom kelana lagik..)!! hehe then aku dah tak sabar show start at 12.20 so aku tunggu la dgr ustaz dia bual2 la ape la...then bile 12.15 i was so shock when the host kate "setiap yg bermula akan berakhir.." bile bdk2 kelana dtg dorang so anxious to put up the show then tak tahu la wat happen till it's cancel....awww...im so sorry guyz....i wanted to see u bros do ur thing tapi ape kan daya terpaksa cancel kan? anyway wat happen is still a mistery to me....hmm then the exciting part is here....aku kelua date hehe best nye dah lama aku tak kelua date sejak semenjak jantanz2 nie semua bastard aku kan...hmm it turn out great except for maybe aku kena tunggu dia for a near 20 mins ah ( actualli aku pun dtg lambat suppose to meet at 1.30 tapi aku dtg 1.40 and he came ah 1.45 gitu hehe) sorry boi..had to lied to u make u feel bad ahakz....hmm and we catch a movie and blah blah blah sampai ptg kite lepak pat espalnade hehe my fav place...kite lepak sampai around 7.30 gitu and aku ajak dia alik bab cian kan dia nie punye pasal bab he suppose to meet his mum and take his child home...tapi dia terpaksa cancel his plan bab nak teman kan aku sweet kan?? hehe kite naik bus alik(1st time aku naik bus alik...muka aku naik bus mane nak dapat?? hehe...) then he send me ampai bawah blk hehe soo sweet....tapi kan cadburiez aku nak tanye ikit ah....aku pelik ah galz...nape aku feel macam im so hapi with him ah? macam sejarah aku dgn yaz dtg alik gitu..i felt the way i feel when im with my ex...takkan aku tersangkot after all tiz while sey? mystery kan? tapi...hmm i dun think he's interesting in me dia sendiri yg kate tat he's not looking for a gal after he broke up...so :o( but he's cute tu yg best hehe dapat cubit pp dia ...tembamz...macam aku ahakz....k lain kali kalau kite kelua aku selit dia dalam beg and aku kenal kan okie? hehe okie la mak aku dah pekik tu aku pakai net lama sgt berdesing sey telingga zzzzz ahakz...k la...selamat malam semua..*muacks*

2004-10-09T13:21:00.000+08:00

LonG AnD TiRiNg DaY BUT Fun......TheN HaIz......

Semalam...was a great day for me....i had lots of fun, pagi2 buta dah kecoh..dalam class OFP aku, dilz, ngan tpah dah nyorok dalam clasz...best dok tido dalam clasz hehe then sekali aku dgr satu suara irritating sak..."aku nak berak! aku nak berak!" tak ke irritating?? nak berak tu berak je la nak jerit2 lak dah aku terbangun dari mimpi aku yg indah di kayangan hehehe, then lepas lesson CAP kite gi BSA lesson lak half way kena panggil ambik clasz photo hehe tu yg best..siang2 kite dah plan how to pose hehe bdk2 CaDbUrIEz rilekz je tak ya make up dah jambu hehe tat was a memory for me...cume nak tgk ah gambar siap mcm tak sabar gitu...cadburiez get to sit together part informal photo hehe best kan? mesti lawa...lepas lesson BSA lagi best kite tunggu punye tunggu cikgu tak dtg so kite angkat kaki jalan balik ah ape lagik..hehe lepas skool aku tak tahu nak ikot bdk2 SG gi main bowling tak...fikir punye fikir desak punye desak aku pun ikot la bkn selalu kan? sebenar nye aku nak tak nak pegi bkn ape bab takot ganggu dorang nie semua...aku takde kena mengena dgn dorang mane lah tau d antara drg tak suke takot gak...tapi they convince me at last aku ikot jugak...bile sampai bedok je hehe best dilz tukar baju punye la kecoh dalam toilet tu dah la panas dia sempat ambik gambar dgn kaut skool dia ahakz...gelagat tol ah dekni hehe then the 1st guy yg arrive is ISA tunggu bdk lelaki yg lain punye la cepat hmmph sempat kite makan kentang dulu hehe (de org belanje kite bedal jek...hehe) after dorang da sampai kite gi naik bus...haiz bdk2 SG nie suke amik gamba ruper nye dalam bus pun jadik hehe lagi2 bdk2 pompan dia hehe tapi tak leh sala kan de 2 photographer hehe dah ampai sane aku tak main bowling hehe paiseh ah lagi pun kaut aku bau WANGI dok pengsan nanti bdk2 lelaki dia kalau aku bukak hehehe...maybe next time aku main okie? dah nak balik de bdk join kite hmm okie la 1 of the SG punye gal...then time alik we go home naik bus same2 expect for the couple maybe dorang nak time alone....hmmm entah ehk..biar la..asal kan bahagia...ahhh part nie la yg aku tak suke tiz is the only tragic time for me....de ke patut M1 potong line aku time magrib2??? geram sak sortz je otak nasib baik aku de pre paid haiz terpaksa la aku top up...argh geram tol dgn bapak aku tau...so sape2 yg msg or cal line aku kalau tak dapat jgn marah eh bukan nye aku tak layan korang cume line kena potong and kalau nak no aku sile dtg jumpe aku untuk keterangan lanjut hehe...hmm part balik terus dah takde cite...wah nari aku tulis panjang ehk? hehe baca la sape yg nak baca sape yg malas lupe kan aje...anyway korang sedar tak aku pakai colorful?? kalau nak tau nie la color2 bodoh CaDbUrIeZ!! ahakz... okie till i come here again...byez...

2004-10-08T12:08:00.000+08:00

BeSt NyEr!! DaH De AccOunT!

Eloz SemUa! ahakz...best nyer dah de account at last hehehe i should say thanks to DILA and SYAM ah...u guyz did a great job it turn out power ahakz....lawa sey...can't stop smilling hehe....ape lagik nak tulis actually nak test je testing hehe....thanks DiLA ThanKs SyaM!! *muacks*

HaPpY cHiLdReNs` DaY~!!!

2004-10-02T02:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY!!!